|
| Today I went with my sister and mother to get my eyebrows trimmed and here is the end result : (kinda hard to see but ill post anyway)
AHHH bad hair day eeekk
Yeaaa..ok so school starts on Tuesday AHHH omgsh...I bought this care bear keychain thing, haha care bears are cuuute :) and and new jeans at jacob connexion XD
My intake today is pretty...well..screwed up. For breakfast I ate a poptart (eww) : 170cals, For lunch I ate a special K bar: 90cals, and for dinner Ill probably HAVE to eat another k bar: 90cals.
TOTAL: 350CALS
For some reason I have a good feeling about this year. Not just about fasting etc but about school..I think Im going to do better than last year. To be honest Im not the smartest person but Im not empty headed either. I get a's and b's. Nothing under but nothing exceptional. This year Im going to try and change that. My dad told me like a week ago that I need to get better grades and he said he'd give me 50dollars for every FINAL mark that is an A and 15 dollars for a B!!!! Thats waaaay better than last year. Ill of coarse have to give my dad 50bucks for anything under a B but that hasnt happened since the 4th grade :) But thats not the reason Im going to do better...Im going to do better because I lost about 20 pounds over the summer and I feel alot better about myself now... I feel lighter but just not light enough. I don't know when that will ever happen to me but theres no sense in not trying :)
stay strong everyone && reach your goals <333 Vanessa | | |
|  I highlighted my hair!!!
Yaaa I've been such a wuss up until this point to colour my hair.. it actually didn't turn out that bad...It looks pretty good when its super straight. Its a toasted almond color on my dark brown hair. Maybe I'll post a pic later...but you can't really see much of it on my webcam. Ok well I got a magazine today and Nicole Richie is down to 92 pounds! Omg...Im 92 pounds and Im shorter than her :/ Urghhh how can she be so thin..I mean I don't even look close to being that thin. Mary-kate is down to 89 again and Hilary duff is at 100 pounds and shes like 5'4??..hmm she lost quite a bit of weight!
Cal Intake: Ok I did pretty bad today...I had a poptart at 170cals for breakfast. I ate 1 scrambled egg for lunch which is 100cals. For a snack I HAD to eat 1 pickle and 3 crackers : 55cals. I drank so much today. I drank 9 bottles (one is 500ml) of water...3 1/2 fresca's...and 2 of these strawberry splash things...all 0cals of coarse. For dinner I think were having sushi...I can always get myself out of this one because my dad HATES sushi so he'll understand this one :) Anyways...yea pretty bad but I guess it could have been worse.
Ok theres something I've been meaning to ask people...I get these pains in my ribs..kinda feels like a cramp but I honestly don't belive its a cramp. Cause I only get cramps when I run and stuff but whenever I walk slowly it even hurts! Its really weird..
On...friday Im meeting up with my 2 ex best friends....I really wish we were still best friends but I know thats not possible, I mean..we dont go to the same school or anything :/ its really hard to keep up with everything...we went through elementary school up until 6th grade and then we all went somewhere else...we stayed best friends for a while but then slowly drifted apart. I really hate that. I talked to them about anything and everything. Yea...I still have friends but I gotta admit, we went through so much the three of us. My new friends and I don't have as much memories. Oh and another interesting thing I found out like about 4 monthes ago was that one of my ex best friends is pro ana. I KNOW!! I talked to her alot that day..and we are soo alike on how we eat and everything. She tall 5"8 (ok thats where we differ lol)and had gotten very skinny that time I saw her..my other friend is also VERY skinny but shes the type that could eat a gallon of ice cream and not gain a pound :/ Urghh...
Ok well stay strong everyone..dont let anything get in your way of having your dream body
<333 Vanessa | | |
|
PRETTY
IN PINK
